Been talking/thinking a lot about flight lately, about the fact that, despite our technology — despite the fact that we have complicated fighter jets that can swoop and loop in formation in the skies over my house, among other things — still humans cannot fly without the aid of an external device. We cannot loft ourselves skyward without large constructed wings and fossil fuels or a decent updraft. Oh, yes, I know: our bones are too dense, our bone structure is all wrong, we weigh too much, yadda yadda yadda. But still. I'm wonderin'.
There are wingsuits and parachutes, yes, but these allow us only to glide. I said to my friend T. tonight: "I want to fly home. [Five houses away from mine.] I want to rise up from your deck as if I'm a common sparrow, and flutter home."
So, yeah. I walked.
But in dreams, well, many of us manage it quite nicely.
I asked some of my co-workers today to describe their experiences of dream-flight, and I was awe-struck by their answers:
C. said that, in a dream, he must jump up with great force, and if he's lucky, he "sticks", and is able to soar, Superman-style, above treetops and rooftops.
M. said that she dances with such intensity that the dance becomes flying, and to stay aloft, she only has to continue the dance. What a wonderful metaphor for life, I think: continue the dance, and you'll soar. (Wish my own dancing wasn't so lousy!)
My own in-flight dreams begin with great concentrated thought, a kind of be-all in the moment, and if I'm successful, my body floats up. Controlling the flight can be tricky, as I'm often distracted by the sights below, and sometimes I gain too much elevation too quickly and I wander a bit too far from earth. (Hmm. Beginning to sound a lot like my awake-life here on the ground.) I must sustain the concentration, and it's exhausting and difficult to maneuver a smooth landing. (Again, life imitates dream-flight!) Focus!
Consider, for a moment, if we could switch our awake-time with our dream-time; if our day-to-day routines were indeed dreams, and the dreams were "reality". Maybe it's all a lucid dream. Maybe some of us do indeed fly, in sketchy, gauzy landscapes where the unreal and wildly imaginative narratives we define as "dreams" are quite the contrary.
Consider it. And do tell me how it is you fly, if you do.
And although the following brief film has the power to make me believe in the possibilities of dream-flight-come-true, it comes with a disclaimer. Alas.
Dutch filmmaker admits faking viral 'human bird wing' video....
(Read the bad news here.)
Well, that's a bummer -- the flight hoax -- but it sure looked beautiful! I rarely dream of flying which kind of makes me sad, especially given the descriptions you've told me of your friends' dreams. Have you ever seen that amazing documentary of the birds in flight? I saw it (can't remember the name) on an IMAX screen and was blown away.
ReplyDeleteElizabeth, I have not seen that documentary, but it certainly sounds worth seeking out. Here's hoping for flight for you, soon.
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In my dreams I lean forwards slightly, and gently glide away. I love it.
ReplyDeleteIsn't it just the most marvelous sensation, Cro?
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just telling Steve this morning about dreams I have where I am flying above city streets in SF and NYC, not above the buildings but down low, navigating and remembering turns in the road from past dreams. I don't remember how I began the flight....I'm just there in the air. Wouldn't be grand to do this in 'real' life?
ReplyDeleteTara, I love that you remember pieces from other dreams and incorporate them into new dreams, that ongoing narrative that is your dreaming self. Do you look forward to going to sleep every night as much as I do? I mean, as much (probably more) as for the prospect of the dream than just the act of sleeping.
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