I might be absent from this blog for a while, dealing with some profound and unexpected changes in my life.
On Monday morning, I left for work saying "goodbye, love you" to my best friend & husband, and arrived home that evening to an enemy. The marriage is ending. Relationships, children, lives -- complicated things. He wants me out of the house immediately.
It's yet another death, with the searing pain of rejection and abandonment heaped on top of it.
And of course it's not only the marriage, but the loss of his extended family, whom I love dearly. It's the loss of our life together, which I have treasured beyond words.
There is a grief which fills every cell of one's body, and it is all that I know at this time.
With love to every one of you who takes the time out of your day to stop by here. I treasure all my blog friends -- yes, you.